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𝐉𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐲𝐧 ❝𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐞❞ 𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐨 ([personal profile] forceshadowed) wrote in [community profile] helloeverybunny2019-09-17 10:23 pm
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[personal profile] scaledwolf 2019-11-03 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
He'd say he's sure he doesn't know what Luke means when it comes to stubbornness. Though then there's that comment about Jane asking him to stay behind and he doesn't say anything. Just slides through the bond to his wife with a soft Get back soon and safe for her. No matter where they are, or how she leaves him behind he'll always be there just a stretch of force away to support her as she needs it.

Catching the disk, he nods at Luke. "I'll have her prepped so soon as you step in we can take off." There's a look at Luke before he turns though. "Five minutes." The tone is almost an order. Almost. Because in five minutes, if Luke isn't back Jon may be back to drag his father-in-law into the shuttle to get them to safety.

He doesn't want to take any chances with himself, but he also won't leave her father behind.
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[personal profile] fulfillourdestiny 2019-11-11 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Soon

Ben picks up on the word being passed through the Force, and frowns just slightly. Who is Jane talking to? Is she still with Jon or is that message being passed over to their father? He paused, glancing back over at Rey.

"...Depends on how you look at it. Technically she did," he shrugged, "But at the same time, we're both still here." He sighed and then looked upwards, as if inspecting the ship itself.

A smile crawled over his face.

"Yeah, yeah it is."
parsec: (Don't get cocky.)

[personal profile] parsec 2019-11-12 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
There's cheering from the cockpit, Hannah unable to hold back the rush of excitement or the grin spreading across her face. "That's my girl." a pause, and then for Finn's benefit she adds - "You too, kid."

Starkiller Base is gone. They're all going to be okay. Any of the enemy ships that remain would be smart to turn and run. The war isn't over but the battle is. How many times has she narrowly escaped from a situation where she should have gotten herself or someone else killed? There were some good years when she was doing more racing and transporting than she was running - and she even thought Luke might step back from a life of non-stop politics. Then everything changed and Luke found himself leading a rebellion all over again. It was hard to know what to do with herself then.

She sinks into her seat, letting the relief wash over her. She can't wait to get back to Luke, to let him see Ben, to get a small break, no matter how brief it is. Then it all start to feel real. Normal, though... she thinks they're still a long way out from that. If she's honest there will probably never be a normal for any of them.

Hannah steadies the ship and glances to Chewie. "You got this? I'm gonna check on on the kids."

--

Hannah finds Rey and Ben, taking a moment to study him. She's wondered his entire life if she's a good mother. She never had good role models and hadn't imagined herself as a parent. Babies don't wait for you to be ready and Ben wasn't an exception. Maybe if she'd been softer with him, or if she'd just been a different person he would have turned out differently. She tried. That's all she can do now.

"You two okay?" she grins at both of them as she approaches, reaching out to pull Ben into a hug.
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[personal profile] scaledwolf 2019-11-19 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Jon doesn't get too far from Luke before everyone is celebrating, which means they don't have to slip out and can wait for their party to return. Which also means that Jon heads back toward Luke. There's a smile when some of the soldiers celebrate the victory and towrad Luke to let the older man know he won't be pushing Luke out of the base anymore.

Her voice on the line calms him a little as he leans back against the wall to watch people celebrate at the base. For the moment, the tension is broken and there will probably be a lot of partying tonight in celebration. "Hey," he answers into his com. There's the slightest growl to his voice for her, at odds with the slightly needing feel of him in the force around her. He doesn't know whether he wants to hug and kiss her when she gets back to base, or toss her over his shoulder and growl at her in private. Because with them, the growling will turn heated. It always does, and her parents don't need to see that.

"You okay?" It's the question he settles on for now, because her answer and how she's doing will dictate the greeting she gets. And just because they're done and heading back to base doesn't mean she's okay. He can feel some of her up and down emotions in their connection and even growly, his first need is her, to ensure she's okay. The tone in the question is tilted, because he doesn't just mean physically but emotionally too. He knows where they went, who they went for and who her parents wanted to bring home.
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[personal profile] fulfillourdestiny 2019-11-19 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[[ooc:... actually that makes a ton of sense? though bet the idiot hasn't been able to replicate that since, because might be strong but ... idiot.]]

Well, no, this isn't the Falcon herself, but it's the nearest Ben thinks he'll ever get to the ship that was more 'home' to him than any planet they happened to reside on for a period of time. So to him, it might as well be that ship. No one will let him go home, not properly, he knows that.

He hadn't expected the hug and his whole body goes rigid. It had been... No, he couldn't remember the last touch that hadn't been a strike of lighting in punishment for failing in his training under Snoke. He didn't know what to do with it, so he stepped back, giving an awkward nod instead.

"I'm fine." It was curt, short, and clipped. He wasn't sure how much his mother actually knew of the plan, though he doubted Leia had told them a damn thing. Everything they had said to him thus far confirmed that doubt. Why was he set up like that?

A feeling of loneliness, pain, and hurt overwhelmed. He frowned, and looked round to see Rey leaving. Was... that coming from her? He squinted.

"I think she needs the help."
parsec: (Your ship?!?)

[personal profile] parsec 2019-11-20 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
She realizes she's made a miscalculation the moment he goes stiff under her arms. Hannah hadn't expected him to pull away, and it stings when he does. She does her best to cover up any hint of it hurting her with her usual Solo cool bravado. One of the hard parts about about being the only non-Force sensitive person in the family had always been that they didn't buy her bullshit the way other people did but maybe some time apart means Ben can't read her like he used to.

Hannah takes a step back herself, crossing her arms over her chest and shooting him a confused look. "Her?" she motions after Rey. "She seems fine to me." Not that she really knows Rey well enough to make that sort of judgement, but Rey isn't her child. Ben's back after years of being lost to her and it's not her instinct to turn to comfort someone she hardly knows.

"Uh," she continues, still trying to navigate out of the awkward situation she's created. "Maybe I should give dad a call." Talking to Luke - that should be a good distraction.

She buzzes Luke's comlink, not waiting for him to greet her before she launches into the conversation: "Told you we could handle it."
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[personal profile] scaledwolf 2019-11-20 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Jon says that doesn't mean he forgives you Ben. >.> ]

They're bonded strongly and he's had years of them working on that bond that all she has to do is curl into him in the Force and let him in. Which, after all these years is a natural reaction to each other anyway. Which also means that he's there and offering her the comfort he can for her to burrow into until she's back at the base and able to curl into his arms. It doesn't mean they're not going to have at the very least a long, growly conversation about leaving him behind, but that conversation and growling can wait until she's feeling a little bit more solid in everything.

"Of course you will, because you're my badass Targaryen wife," he offers. That growl is still in his tone, but there's also a small smile in his tone for her as well. He's more than happy to stay in their quarters, away from Ben for a few days. Truthfully, he's not too thrilled that her brother will be coming back with her either. There's too much history there, too much to try and get over, and he's not sure any explanation will really help things now. Not for Jon at least.

There's a chuckle for that attempt at a joke and his head dips down a little so he's not looking over at her father. "Do you want me to have stuff packed and we can slip out once you're back?" He'd agree with Luke, the First Order's going to be coming back hard soon enough, but it's not going to happen tonight or tomorrow. They'll have some time to prepare, to plan. And it means they'll have time to disappear together while they sort through how they feel about her brother being home. "How pissed would your parents be if we slipped off within the first hour you're back?" Not that it'd really stop them, right? Unless Jane felt she really needed to be here for her parents, but Jon'll give her the option to slip out because he knows she needs it soon enough.
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[personal profile] fulfillourdestiny 2019-11-20 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[[Honestly, Jon? Ben doesn't really care. :P ]]

He knows he did wrong by going stiff at Hannah's touch, he can feel the hurt rolling off her. Ben won't call his mother out on it, the shift to the Solo front seeming seamless but he knows that's what she's doing. She has her way of coping and he has his. He glances back in the direction Rey wandered off, eyes narrowing.

"She... I can feel it. There's..." He stops, and shakes his head. "Maybe I'm reading it wrong." He isn't, but he won't say that. At the mention of Dad, his head snaps round, waiting.

Had Luke known? Leia's plan. He had to have known, right?
parsec: (I've got a bad feeling about this.)

[personal profile] parsec 2019-11-21 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
Hannah's still trying to wrap her head around that fact that Ben, who was as recently as a few hours earlier was one of the most feared men in galaxy, is worried about the feelings of the young woman he hardly knows. He's worried about this girl and his own mother can't have a hug? There must be something more going on.

"Uh," she hesitates before answering Luke because he's asked some loaded questions. "More excitement than I've had in a while but I'm good. We're all fine - great. Everything's good. The kids are, uh, taking time to process the events. Separately, in different parts of the ship. They'll come around." As usual, Hannah's said too much under the pressure to handle an uncomfortable situation and once she starts talking she struggles to find a place to stop.

Ben's watching her stumble through her side of the conversation and she grabs onto that as a possible way out of having to explain the palatable tension on the ship.

Her tone softens. "Ben's right here. He can hear you if you want to say hi." Hannah gestures to Ben and then to her comlink. "He's missed you, Ben. We both have."
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[personal profile] scaledwolf 2019-11-25 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"Complicated love story we live," he teases softly as he dips his head with a soft chuckle. A small part of him had been surprised when she'd wanted to keep up the Targaryen Twin story at the Resistance base with her parents, but he can understand some of it too. He's not sure he could go back to that life so easily either. They'd been through so much, become different people than who they'd been or were growing up to be. And he'd taken her lead for their covers at the base easily as when they were on a mission.

There's a resonating sense of retribution from him, because honestly, he'd probably murder Ben with the spoon with her. His lips stay quirked though, "But I have ways you can make it up to me when you get back," he offers. Yes, he's pissed, but he'd rather put that energy elsewhere between them than staying mad at her. "And not as bad as me punching him as soon as he walks off our ship?" The question has a lit of maybe it's a joke, but she knows him well enough to know that he's not actually kidding either. The only reason he might refrain is because he doesn't want to hurt her parents by doing it.

Running a hand through his hair, Jon sighs softly. He'll rest his head back against the wall behind him. "I'll pack us enough for a couple days, and leave enough that if your parents look they know we'll be back. That way once you're back, we can take Blackfyre out after a quick refuel." He doesn't want to have to sit across from the table and see Ben, no matter what it means to her parents, and after the comment about murdering Ben with a fork, he knows for a fact neither does she. Let her parents have him back for a bit and him settle in some before throwing fuel on the fire between the three of them.
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[personal profile] fulfillourdestiny 2019-11-26 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Ben's eyes are fixed on the comm-link, hearing Luke's voice being like a stab in him. He doesn't really know how to take any of this. It all feels... it's too much.

"Luke," his voice is clipped and he stands awkwardly. No, no, all of this is... it's too much. They don't know any of it, and now he's stuck as the villain of the piece.

He walks out of that main room, needing the space.
parsec: (how come I have to keep rescuing him?)

[personal profile] parsec 2019-11-27 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Ben -" Hannah calls after him but lets him leave, watching him disappear with a sigh. Maybe he's going to go check on the girl after all.

Hannah hadn't really expected a warm and tender early family reunion, but she''d expected more than that. She lets the silence hang in the room for a few long beats, still trying to get a grasp on what's just happened. Even more that she had before, she wishes Luke was at her side instead of just a voice on the other end of the comm.

"He walked off," she explains, though she imagines Luke may have started suspect that based on the deafening silence. "Our kids are not how I remember them." It's a half-hearted attempt at a joke but there's a lot of truth to it. Hannah feels entirely unprepared to deal with everything that's unfolding. "Should I go after him? Should I check on Jane?" Or should she just leave the kids alone? They don't always see eye to eye on parenting issues but she's going to defer to him on this one.
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[personal profile] scaledwolf 2019-12-01 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
He can catch a small hint of that, make out with him when she gets off the ship in the Force and there's an answering 'yes please' feeling from him. But then, he's always up for making out with her. Anywhere, any time. He's just always that hungry for her, and after everything, unwilling to let time or affection slip away without being expressed. He never wants to lose another moment with her if he can help it.

Whatever she decides, whatever direction with the Resistance she wants to go, Jon will follow her too. She doesn't have to be that hope alone this time though. They're together, and he'll always be at her side.

"I love you," he offers at that unease he can hear in her voice. "And I'm here, for whatever you need. Just get here safe and soon."

He glances over at Luke briefly, he can see tension in her father from whatever conversation Luke's having on his comm. "Pretty sure your dad needs your mom back, as much as I need you back." None of this is easy on anyone.
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[personal profile] fulfillourdestiny 2019-12-02 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
He didn't hear Luke calling on him via the comm, the need to get out of the room too strong to have him even waiting for a brief minute. The whole ship just felt too small. Far smaller than he could ever remember the Falcon being and yes, he knew this wasn't the Falcon but it was the nearest he'd ever be allowed to his old home and...

He stopped, staring at Rey and FN-1... Finn, they call him Finn. Probably thinks he'll kill them all. Ben wonders if it would be easier, to just give in and be the evil one everyone is so insistent that he is.

His eyes dart to the girl. Rey. There's still that odd feeling. Loneliness, and pain, and want. Want of... family? Ha, he wanted his and now he's wondering if he was in the wrong about it all. He shakes his head.

"This ship is too small," he mutters. How long until they landed? Then he might be able to breathe.
parsec: (You got another problem.)

oops sorry guess who forgot to keep tracking the thread

[personal profile] parsec 2019-12-15 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
He's right. Hannah just needs to make it back with the ship and everyone else all in one piece, and then she and Luke can figure it out together. It won't be much longer, but she already knows it's going to feel like one of the longest flights she's ever been on.

And the truth is she isn't doing okay. This all beyond anything Hannah had prepared herself to handle - mostly because she'd went into the situation headfirst without taking time to think about any of it. She'd spent so many years accepting that their family was fractured, possibly beyond repair, and now there's a chance that things can come back together she doesn't know what to do other than grasp for all the shards and hold on tight.

"I'm not the right person for this, Luke." The threat of failure is starting to loom large and despite her desire to fix everything, Hannah's starting to feel the heavy doubt and fear that's made her run before. Only now there's no where to run except back to Luke. "Things are -" she sighs heavily. "I'll be okay when I'm back with you."
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There was a December? I feel like we're going from November straight into January... >.>

[personal profile] scaledwolf 2019-12-24 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
No matter how upset Jon might be for her leaving like she did, he'll always want her okay and smiling. So he's glad he can pull even just a small smile from her. She needs it, needs the distraction. He can feel it as sure as if she'd been in front of him and he could read her facial cues. And while he's still grumbly about it, there's less tension in him from her leaving now too.

"Good," he the last murmur to her before the comm goes quiet on his end too.

Gray eyes watch the men around him happy and celebrating already about the win as he comes back to now and the room instead of his conversation with Jane. There's a tight smile for some as they clap his arm as they pass on their way out to find some drinks and fun, but without Jane near him or talking to him his demeanor goes back to stoney and watching everyone around him. They're all going to be sore in the morning, and confused if Luke brings everyone in for a next phase meeting or debriefing.

Though that may wait a day or two. Jon can already figure that he'll have his hands full with Jane and Ben under the same roof once they get back. He's not moving from his position against the wall as his gaze turns to the general, not wanting to interfere with the conversation he looks to still be having, but also not wanting to go celebrate with the other men.
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This whole year has jumped too fast

[personal profile] fulfillourdestiny 2019-12-24 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"The Resistance base," was the automatic answer from Ben, not even thinking on it. He had felt that - the echo of his words - and wondered if Jane realised there was still a faint echo of their old sibling bond still in existence. His gaze shifts to Finn, to the look of anger there.

Ah, he didn't trust him. Of course not. A mirthless smile appeared, still looking at the ex-Stormtrooper as he picked the location from his mind. They needed to teach people how to shield their minds better. He kept his gaze on Finn

"I think it's on D'Qar."

Point made, he glances over at Rey again. That look... he knows that look, and yet...

"It shouldn't be much longer."
parsec: (kid-  that's you all right)

and then it's gonna be a new decade

[personal profile] parsec 2019-12-27 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
Hannah brightens a little, breaking into a smile. "I knew there was a reason I married you. " Okay, so there are a few reason but one of them is brandy and how he always has something she likes on hand for when she comes home. "I'll be there soon. Don't let anyone near my brandy." A pause, and she ends the call with an "I love you." They don't say it often but after the events of the day and... everything else, it's worth saying.

She heads back to the cockpit, content to hide out until they arrive back to the base.

good if we're all good

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i do love a good spoiler

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